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  Table of Contents

  The Coven Series

  Magick

  Dedication

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Author Biography

  Promo Page

  “You can’t stand there and tell me you didn’t think I was totally gone as you watched me kill a man.”

  He spins toward me. “I can say that,” he says, raising his voice. “Despite what my eyes were seeing, despite how it went against everything I’d ever been taught, I believed in my heart, deep down, that you could be saved. That there was still good in you somewhere.” He stares at me for a long moment. “I had to believe it, Jax, because I couldn’t stand the idea that the girl I loved was really gone.”

  Praise for the Coven series

  “Fresh, fun, and dangerous! I can’t wait for the next one!”

  —Sherrilyn Kenyon, #1 NYT bestselling author of the Dark-Hunter series

  “I cannot wait to read the other books in this series.”

  —Roxy Kade Blog

  “What’s not to love? There’s magic, romance, friendship, an evil coven on their backs. This is a great start in what’s measuring up to be a thrill ride of a series, and I’ll be re-reading the first until the next is released because I just can’t get over how enticing the story is.”

  —EmbraceYouMag.com

  The Coven Series

  By Trish Milburn

  Book One: WHITE WITCH

  Book Two: BANE

  Book Three: MAGICK

  Magick

  Book Three of the COVEN series

  by

  Trish Milburn

  Bell Bridge Books

  Copyright

  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons (living or dead), events or locations is entirely coincidental.

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  Ebook ISBN: 978-1-61194-195-1

  Print ISBN: 978-1-61194-178-4

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  Copyright © 2012 by Trish Milburn

  Printed and bound in the United States of America.

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  Cover design: Debra Dixon

  Interior design: Hank Smith

  Photo credits:

  Cover Art © Christine Griffin

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  Dedication

  To Deb Dixon, Deb Smith, Lynn Coddington, and all the fabulous people at Bell Bridge Books for being such wonderful cheerleaders for the Coven series. You all are made of awesome!

  Chapter One

  I wake not to flames but a windowless stone room. For an addled moment, I think I’m in the basement of the herb shop. A stab of pain hits me in the heart, and tears pool in my eyes. Fiona, the woman who’d found her way into my heart as a sort of surrogate grandmother, is gone. Dead. Killed by the man who should have killed me instead. I blink against the tears and look at my surroundings. The bare room isn’t the hidden repository of witchlore below Wiccan Good Herbs. It’s also not the cold, snow-covered ground where I lost consciousness.

  Where I killed Amos Barrow. Where I gave in to the darkness inside me. Barrow shot his gun at Keller, the boy I love, and I lost my last shred of control after fighting so hard to not let that happen.

  Fear shoots through me, stealing my breath. Keller. God, is he even alive? Did Barrow take everything from me? The urge to kill him all over again wells up inside me followed quickly by nausea.

  My stomach churns, and I turn to the side to retch. When I’m finished, I can’t even lift my hand to wipe my mouth. I’m chained to a big, thick chair that reminds me of a medieval throne. My feet are as immovable as my hands, and panic surges to the surface. I try to draw on my power, but it’s not there.

  Oh, God, what has happened to me? Where am I? More images settle into my memory, one of red-cloaked figures surrounding me just before I lost consciousness. The Bane. Had Sarah played me all along, making me think she was working with me until she and the other members of the Bane had the opportunity to take me out? Did they capture Egan, too? What about Toni, Rule and Adele? I swallow hard again when I think of Keller and wonder if my actions led to his death? I can’t live with that. Losing him, losing my friends would be so much worse than losing myself.

  “Kellar!” I hope for a response, but all I get in return is an eerie silence, not even an echo of my shout. “Egan!” I call out all of their names, one by one, but still nothing.

  I imagine them all being held in rooms like this one, slowly going crazy as I am. Are they wondering where I am? A horrible possibility settles in my middle like a cold stone. Perhaps they know exactly where I am and have left me here to whatever fate the Bane decides for me. After all, they’d watched me murder a man in the most vicious way. They’d seen me become the thing I most feared, what I’d warned them about—a fully engaged dark witch.

  I fist my hands in anger and frustration, instinctively trying to draw on my magic. But there’s nothing, not the least inkling of power. While there have been many times I wished I could leave my power behind, now that it’s gone I feel too vulnerable.

  I take in my surroundings again, panic swelling more with each breath. Is it possible the Bane already stripped me of my power? Is there a way to do so without using a Siphoning Circle? Is that what the burning in my arm was after I slumped to the ground face-to-face with Barrow’s corpse?

  I look at my lower arm but can’t see the damage because it’s covered with my long-sleeved T-shirt. But it doesn’t matter. More than anything, I need to find Keller. I have to believe he’s alive. I can’t even think otherwise. I yank against the manacles holding my wrists and ankles to thick metal rings. I pull so hard that sweat beads on my forehead and my joints ache with the effort, but it’s no use. I’m helpless, at the mercy of whoever walks through the door across from me.

  The tears finally spill over and track down my cheeks. Not knowing Keller’s fate is killing me.

  But do I deserve to know after what I did? Do I even deserve to survive when I killed a man? Yes, he was vile, a murderer, a legendary supernatural hunter who took his job much too far, but that didn’t give me the right to take his life. But I had, and I still remember the horrible sense of glee I’d felt rushing through me as I did it. When I gave in to that writhing darkness that had been itching to consume me since I drew it from the earth, I’d done much more than kill a man. I’d ceased to care that using that level of magic would endanger my friends and bring the covens to Salem in all their awful fury.

  I swallow against the surge of bile. If the covens haven’t already arrived, they will soon. And I have no confidence I can save my friends from the vindictive evil of my family, of Egan’s, of all the other dark covens. I am nothing more than a complete and utter failure.

  I le
an my head against the high back of the chair and stare at the timber beams running along the ceiling. I try not to hyperventilate as I replay the events of . . . whenever that was that I killed Barrow. I feel hollow and raw inside, like someone has scooped out anything that had ever been good about me.

  Once I get my breathing under control, I scan the room again but see nothing but smooth stone, what I think are cedar beams, a solitary light bulb on the ceiling, and this monster of a chair. I’m desperate for some means of escape, but there appears to be none other than the door across the room from me, which is no doubt locked. Not that I could reach it now anyway. But I have to get out of here, find my friends, make sure they’re safe. I’ll take whatever punishment I must, even their hatred, but I have to find them first.

  But there are no windows, no other furnishings, nothing on the walls. I have no sense of how long I’ve been here, no idea if it’s day or night. The minutes stretch, but nothing changes.

  “Hello? Can anyone hear me?”

  No one answers, and I worry that maybe this is all in my mind as I’m dying. Maybe I am still on the ground, moments away from death. Did Keller actually kill me as I asked him to? Were the red-cloaked figures just a hallucination brought about by my imminent death? I shake my head. That doesn’t seem right. I remember a stinging prick in my neck followed quickly by fire racing along my veins. Poison? So I’m lying in the snow with poison burning the life out of me. Maybe it’s a fitting way to go for a killer like myself.

  A couple more minutes tick by, and the fog surrounding what happened lifts a little. I consider that I’m not dead, but I’ve instead gone stark raving crazy. I’m drifting through thoughts I don’t want to have when the door suddenly opens. At first no one comes in, no one is even visible. I’m still out of it enough to think that I’ve imagined it. I know I didn’t do it because I’m currently as powerless as Toni and Keller.

  I’m beginning to think it’s one of the spirits Keller and his father hunt when someone appears in the doorway and starts walking toward me. I blink several times, trying to focus. As the woman draws close, I recognize her. Sarah Davenport.

  Anger explodes out of me, surging against my restraints until they catch me. “You! You did this to me.”

  “Yes.” Nothing more. No apology, no explanation, nothing.

  “You betrayed us. Where the hell were you? We needed help!”

  “No, you are the betrayer.” Her words hit me like a punch to the gut because I know she’s right. “Because of you, the covens will return to Salem. And when they do, more people will surely die.”

  Fiona’s face flashes through my memory. Then Amos Barrow’s. Even my mother’s. All dead because of me, because of the ancient evil within me and all dark coven witches, an evil I can’t control. My insides twist at the idea of adding more people to that list. Are my friends already a part of that terrible tally?

  I swallow hard and force the questions out. “Where are my friends? Is Keller alive?” I hear the desperation in my voice, know how vulnerable it makes me, but I don’t care. I have to know, even though part of me is frightened to hear her answer.

  She eyes me with a cold stare. “Where was your concern for them when you let loose at Barrow?”

  Sarah might as well have stabbed me in the heart. I swallow hard before I’m able to respond. “I’m not making excuses for what I did. I know it was wrong. But, please, tell me if they’re okay.”

  Instead of answering my question, Sarah continues to stare at me with a look that says she’s deciding my fate. Anger wells in me, and I jerk against my restraints, trying with all my strength to draw on my magic. And still, Sarah does nothing but stare. I feel like a rat in a lab with a scientist watching my reaction to stimuli.

  I stare back at her, and I don’t try to hide how much I hate her right now.

  Sarah takes a few steps to the left. “Adele and Rule are safely back home.”

  Why is she mentioning only them by name? My heart squeezes in fear.

  “Toni? Egan?”

  “Safe.”

  “Keller?” My voice breaks midway through his name.

  For a moment, I don’t think she’s going to tell me. Tears pool in my eyes at the thought that her hesitation means he’s dead. I shouldn’t look weak in front of her, but the tears break free and run down my cheeks.

  “He’s fine. Barrow missed him.”

  I send up a prayer of thanks and hope God can hear the prayers of someone like me. I notice Sarah still watching me carefully, and a new fear that she’s lying explodes inside me. After all, I don’t truly know this woman. I know deep in my gut that she’s kept things from me for her own purposes. Is she lying for the same reasons?

  “How do I know you’re telling the truth?”

  “You don’t, but I am. They did nothing wrong. They’re not the ones that set us up for our very own Armageddon.”

  I jerk on my hand restraints again as if this time they’ll magically break free.

  “You have no power, so you might as well stop struggling,” Sarah says.

  I bite down on my anger, knowing I’m not entitled to it. A voice inside me whispers that Sarah may have done more to protect my friends than I have, that I’ve done nothing more than sign their death warrants. But I don’t know that. I can’t know that she’s telling the truth, not until I see the others with my own eyes.

  As a little more of the muddle clears in my head, I notice she’s wearing a red dress and heels, very unlike what I’ve seen her wear at the library or when we worked together to try to access any white witch powers I might possess. Are those powers gone along with my dark magic? Did I blow my one chance to truly make a difference?

  For some reason, my eyes focus on a bit of swirling piping around the collar of her dress. Something clicks in my head, the red.

  “At the cemetery . . .” I squint, trying to remember if I’d really seen what I thought I had. “You were wearing a red cloak. So were the others.”

  She nods. “I didn’t know whether you saw before the poison took effect.”

  I start to reach for my neck, but my restraints stop me.

  “It was necessary to poison you. It gave the darkness inside you something to fight besides us. In the state you were in, you likely would have killed everyone around you, no matter how you felt about them.”

  “Why did you bring me here? Why not kill me?”

  “We are not in the habit of killing others.” Unlike me. “And like it or not, I need you.” She crosses her arms. “You are here because you may still be able to help fix this mess you caused.”

  I find it extremely hard to swallow when my mind manufactures a horrible image of the snow-covered ground blanketed with blackened, smoking bodies like Amos Barrow’s. No matter how much I long to be free, the Bane have done the right thing in restraining me.

  Sarah takes a few slow steps closer to me. “The answer to one question will determine your future, yours and Egan’s. When the covens arrive, whose side will you be on? Ours or theirs?”

  I open my mouth, but the answer is not as simple as it should be. Why does it even matter whose side I’m on? I’ve already proven myself unstable. If the Bane let me go and I regain my powers, will I be more of a danger to them, my friends and the rest of the residents of Salem than savior? If I find myself in the same situation, the intersection of the darkness inside me and my worst fears, will I react the same way? Or is there hope that I can become a true white witch and protect everyone I’ve put in mortal danger?

  I look Sarah in the eye and don’t flinch from her hard, demanding gaze. “I don’t know. I want to say yours, but I don’t trust myself. I’m not sure I trust you either.” I lift my hands until the chains at my wrists tighten. “You obviously don’t trust me.”

  “With good reason.” Sarah takes a slow step closer. “But as much as I hate being put in this position, I don’t really have a choice here. We need you. The covens are too powerful for us. If we are to have any hope of surviving t
his war with them, you have to fully access your white witch powers and learn to suppress your darker nature for good.”

  I jerk my left hand up until the restraints catch me. “I can’t. I don’t have any power. Somehow you took it away.”

  “The dark magic is still in you, but it’s harnessed. That’s why you can’t feel it, can’t access it.”

  I look at her, confused. “You have a way of harnessing dark magic, and you haven’t done anything about the covens?”

  “There are only a handful of Bane,” she says as she closes the distance between us. She jerks the end of my left sleeve up to reveal a silver bracelet with a Celtic double spiral, a bracelet exactly like the one she wears. “How are we supposed to get these on thousands of dark witches without getting killed?”

  Disbelief and anger surge through me, fighting for dominance. “But you could have harnessed me sooner, kept me from killing Barrow.”

  “Yes.” A moment of guilt flickers in Sarah’s eyes. “That was a mistake, not doing so, but we didn’t know if it would damage your white magic. We still don’t know.”

  “This doesn’t make sense.” I nod toward her wrist. “You wear a bracelet, and you can do magic.”

  Sarah lifts her arm. “Look at this,” she says. “Then look at yours.”

  For a moment, I simply stare at her as if she’s talking in riddles. I shift my gaze to her bracelet, a twin to mine. But when I look at my own arm again, I realize what she means. She wears hers like a normal piece of jewelry while mine is actually a part of my body, fused to the skin. My stomach turns and my head swims, and I have to look away from where my wrist appears to be melded around the edge of the silver. I let my head fall back against the chair and close my eyes.

  “We’ve made adjustments throughout the years,” Sarah says. “The Bane have learned to control our magic, but we still wear the bracelets to guard against us backsliding into dark magic. We’ve created our own spells, including the one that makes it impossible for you to take off that bracelet. It’s not just a device used to prevent dark magic. It causes your own body to work against itself and suppress the magic to where you can’t even feel its presence.”